I was sitting on the couch in the den, sipping a cup of refreshing
freshly brewed coffee, fishing around with the remote just after my walk,
when I settled on a sports channel to find out about some of yesterday's
scores. Instead, the "tail end" of a fishing program was on. Even though
the news program I wanted to catch was about to come on, I decided to cast
about and see what was on the gardening channel. Just as I was about to
click that angler into oblivion, he something that caught my ear. He said,
with a smile on his face and a relaxed cast, fishing for this particular
type of fish was tough. As the fly went flying through the air and
plopped into the water, he said he could control his equipment and how he
fishes to land that fish, but he could not guarantee what the fish would
do. He, the expert angler, hadn't caught one all day, but he had expected
that, and, as he said, "it takes off the pressure and doesn't kill the
fun. Just have to be 'easy does it' about the whole thing...."
"Fishing for this fish is no picnic" were his last words as he
turned toward the camera showing his empty basket without shame, "but
fishing for it sure is fun."
That got me thinking about some bemoaning conversations I had
overheard on campus and some wailing messages I had read on the internet
that "fishing" for students these days is really no fun.
"Why don't
we think like this expert angler?" I said to myself forgetting the
scores.
Well, maybe the answer to my question lies partly in a prevailing
illusion or two in academia that teaching is low or no maintenance, that
it's easy, that it's something anyone can do if that person knows the
subject. Unlike
this championship fisherman, so many academics and non-academics think
that teaching is like
dropping an unbaited hook over the side of the boat into the water with a
guarantee that a "whopper" will just voluntarily take the bare hook and
flop into our boat without any real sweaty effort on our part.
Sound silly? Does it? Really? Think about it. Need an adjunct,
just pull a body off the street with the proper degree and/or expertise
and throw him or her into the classroom to talk and assign and grade.
Happens all the time. Need a tenure-track academic, just hire a person
with the proper degree and scholarly resume and hopefully some reputation
intent on research and publication to talk and assign and grade. Happens
all the time. After all, all a person really needs to do is to put
together a short, daily research paper called a lecture, maybe doll it up
with some new-fangled technological stuff, walk into a room filled with
expectant mini-scholars who are waiting on the edge of their uncomfortable
seats with baited breathe for some oral pearls of wisdom, talk about and
transmit some information, make a reading or research assignment, put
together an exam about what you and/or the textbook said, grade it, and
march off into the sunset like little Jack Horner with his thumb covered
with sticky plum syrup.
But, such words about teaching are in in rhythm with the real
tune. And so, when myth and reality clash, when things go unexpectedly
awry, when things don't go just the way so many of us academics expect
them and/or wanted them because we consciously or unconsciously think
teaching to be that easy and without challenge, so many of us utter a long
sigh of disappointment and disillusionment, clutter up our thoughts with
annoyances, say and think unkind things, are loudly impatient, hunt out
teeny molehills and make mountains, transform incidents into a crises, and
point fingers of blame at students and administrators, and goodness knows
at whom else.
Such reproaches seldom improve a situation. Like Speedy Alka
Seltzer, they may offer momentary relief, but in the long run our
resignations and frustrations turn back on us. They only continue to
weigh heavy on our spirit, sap our energy, cloud our vision, drown out our
serenity, make us prone to doubt the power of hope and the wonderful
possibilities of the future, make our difficulties even greater and
matters worse. We become like the stinging bee, we kill ourselves in the
process.
If there is one great truth about education, a truth so releasing
, it is that teaching is tough; teaching is demanding. Get used to it.
Live with it. Stop complaining that the students will not devote
themselves to making you happy. Stop being dependent on how the students
react for your teaching happiness.
Like the fisherman, once we acknowledge the fact that teaching is
difficult, that there is no such thing as no-maintenance teaching, then
teaching students, in the words of that angler, doesn't kill the fun of
teaching. Once we accept teaching as challenging, the fact that it is
challenging is irrelevant. We can let go of burdens that were never ours
to carry. As that fisherman said, "the pressure is off." We are at
peace. And if we're "easy does it" about teaching, when we see we can't
do all we'd like or do it all in one felled course or some things seem not
to go right, we can guide ourselves into a less hectic attitude that
creates a more comfortable rhythm that smooths out the bumps, pitfalls,
and other rough spots. We can take the disappointments as they come which
makes them easier to take; we can use the troubles as opportunities to
grow and learn, to make us better rather than bitter. We can make the
troubles get smaller and smaller while we get bigger and bigger. Like the
Burning Bush, we can burn without getting burnt up and burnt out.
In other words, once we accept the fact that teaching is tough,
the challenge doesn't frustrate or anger. No reason to feel sorry; no
reason to be tense; no reason to become strangers to those hard times; no
reason to run from them or avoid them; no reason to put fences around
ourselves; no reason to be cut off from and strangers to those around us;
every reason to have our eyes and heart wide open to receive new
impressions that make each day a new adventure and a fresh delight; every
reason to be aware of the people around us and appreciate the chance to
touch someone and grow myself.
And so, remember those words of the fisherman, and if our Jiminy
Cricket, idyllic "if only" wishes on a star do not to come to pass, as
they likely are not, we can still love teaching, we can still love each
student, and we can say, "It's a nice day," even when the weather seems
not so fine.
Make it a good day.
--Louis--
Louis Schmier [log in to unmask]
Department of History http://www.halcyon.com/arborhts/louis.html
Valdosta State University
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