cheers Bill some get the same trouble with women (not me haha) ------ Original Message ------ From: "Bill Wootton" <[log in to unmask]> To: [log in to unmask] Sent: Wednesday, 18 Nov, 2020 At 05:50 Subject: Re: Small world Thanks, Andrew. I don’t hate dogs. They just used to freak me out. Bill On Wed, 18 Nov 2020 at 4:13 pm, Andrew Burke <[log in to unmask]> wrote: Yep, much more betterer, Bill, But I love dogs - all dogs - It might be because I had a playmate when I was tiny. My Indonesian daughter in law HATES dogs, which can cause problems ... Andrew On Wed, 18 Nov 2020 at 09:59, Bill Wootton <[log in to unmask]> wrote: Thanks again, Sheila. Bill On Wed, 18 Nov 2020 at 12:49 pm, Bill Wootton <[log in to unmask]> wrote: Thanks, Sheila. I am aware that Doug might be right about redundancies so I have revamped as follows. Small world (2) We look at the world once, in childhood The rest is memory – Louise Gluck Primary school seemed so HUGE then. How can you be sure anything is EVER its real size? – David Mitchell Bailed up by the quick-fire barks of a black and white dog bursting towards me bouncing with hostility I struggle to clamber up the back doorstep – the only available refuge so high up Its up-ness all that matters Panning back inside this memory frame the unpaved yard appears the chooks somewhere near the concrete step dwarfing the boy unable to reach the door knob even if standing up were possible At the time no frame just present tense Stuff just happens to you and around you when you are small The dog episode just retrievable enough to form a slim anecdote and a lifetime's phobia bw 16.11.20 On Wed, 18 Nov 2020 at 10:05 am, Sheila Murphy < [log in to unmask]> wrote: Boy, can I ever relate to what you do here, Bill. Having many of the same feelings. Particularly positioning early perception as you do. Thanks! Sheila On Tue, Nov 17, 2020 at 3:23 PM Bill Wootton < [log in to unmask]> wrote: Dead right I don’t, Doug. But I shared a house with someone in my 20s who had a Rottweiler pup, the runt of the litter. As it grew, my phobia shrank and now I am largely OK, at least with non-barking dogs. As far as redundancies, I already pared back considerably to avoid explicating Gluck’s observation but I will look again. Bill On Wed, 18 Nov 2020 at 9:06 am, Douglas Barbour < [log in to unmask] wrote: I’m guessing you don’t have a dog, Bill. You certainly get across teh hugeness of it all perhaps with a few redundancies, but it gives us a memory check (cheque) for sure. Doug On Nov 17, 2020, at 1:57 PM, Bill Wootton < [log in to unmask] wrote: We look at the world once, in childhood The rest is memory – Louise Gluck Primary school seemed so HUGE then. How can you be sure anything is EVER its real size? – David Mitchell Under attack - get away get away A barking black and white dog bursts forward open-mouthed front paws ploughing at the ground Struggle to clamber up the step – the only available refuge so high up Dim possibility of being bitten but more just want away from abrupt angry-sounding quick-firing loudness See the scene now in a memory frame Pan back - there, the unpaved yard the chooks somewhere near the massive - concrete? - step – the way up to the back door from the back yard Too short to reach the door knob even if standing up were possible At the time no frame just present tense – bailed up by the bark What size that step? A vast plateau? Its up-ness all that mattered Stuff just happens to you and around you when you are small The dog episode just retrievable enough to form a slim anecdote and a lifetime's phobia bw Douglas Barbour [log in to unmask] https://eclecticruckus.wordpress.com/ <https://eclecticruckus.wordpress.com/> Recent publications: (With Sheila E Murphy) Continuations & Continuations 2 (UofAPress). Recording Dates (Rubicon Press). Listen. If (UofAPress): There was the usual amount of corruption, intimidation, and rioting. 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