 |
 |
Went from R to PG, hopefully not bland or dessicated. AND SHE WENT HOME WITH ME AT LAST an inept liar promising that nothing had to happen because she'd fought off the (so I said) inevitable Us, and for angry weeks and I'd grown tired of my sticky underwear and the pathetic relief of the office men's room from another arrested lunchtime roll in the local park. Betty I don't care a damn about your fiance I care a real lot about fucking you! and got her to shiver when I talked dirty to her, so when at last she went home with me of course what would happen was not up for doubt or waiting, "I can't get no satisfaction" on the box in the background, but like hell we couldn't, only the fabulous is what we got Jong ziplessness with names but no strings, and it was everything it should have been and I, idiot, have been chasing that moment ever since forty years ago when nobody owed the other, no obligation, no expectations, a dreamworld and you could still smoke in bed afterwards. KTW/10-27-08 -- Ken Wolman http://bestiaire.typepad.com http://www.petsit.com/content317832.html ------------------- "I have been watching you; you were there, unconcerned perhaps, but with a strange distraught air of someone forever expecting a great misfortune, in sunlight, in a beautiful garden."--Maurice Maeterlinck, Pelleas et Melisande