Bell Birds were calling me along under the riverside trees to the bend I used to haunt in my restless forties; leaving my wife in the car with her book 'Dreams of Love and Fateful Encounters: The Power of Romantic Passion' (I kid you not) I trod the old path, dry as Išve ever seen it, past the anglers casting their lines on the dappled river, past the young couple sunning after their swim. At forty Išd see them with a jealous pang. Where had my sensuous life vanished? I wanted to be by a twig fire there in the dusk sharing scorched sausages, then cuddling under a rug while the rippling river music sang up a full moon to swim towards its mirrored fragments. With whom? Not the mother of my children, sorry. Some dream girl. Who, when I found her, stirred shared romantic passionš (if less than scorching). Well, wešre married now; rather than a river walk, shešs curled up with that book, while I plod down the old path. No skinny-dipping today, solo or shared. Back at the car, passion is being analysed. Max Richards Doncaster, Victoria 26 March 2008