>From today's new york times magazine > >November 23, 2003 >The Disability Gulag >By HARRIET McBRYDE JOHNSON > >My father died when I was 2, and I lost my mother when I was 5.'' >Throughout my >childhood, that's what Grandmother says. She's a fine storyteller with rare >gifts for gross delicacy and folksy pomposity, but she doesn't give the >details, and we don't ask. To me, it's enough knowing that she's an orphan, >like Heidi -- like Tarzan even! What else is worth knowing? > >Eventually our cousins tell us. When Grandmother was 5, her mother didn't >die. >She was placed in an asylum. There she lived until Grandmother was in her >20's. There she died. > >The news seems to answer some questions about Grandmother. Why does an >independent thinker set such store on conventional behavior? Why did she >marry >a ridiculously steady Presbyterian? > >I think it's fear. Fear that one day something will go wrong and she, too, >will be taken from her family, snatched from the place she has made in the >world, robbed of her carefully constructed self and locked up for life. > >I know that fear. I share it. > >Grandmother lost her mother in the early 1900's to what was considered >progressive policy. To protect society from the insane, feebleminded and >physically defective, states invested enormous public capital in >institutions, >often scattered in remote areas. Into this state-created disability gulag >people disappeared, one by one. > >Today, more than 1.7 million mothers and fathers, daughters and sons, are >lost >in America's disability gulag. Today's gulag characterizes isolation and >control as care and protection, and the disappearances are often called >voluntary placements. However, you don't vanish because that's what you >want >or need. You vanish because that's what the state offers. You make your >choice >from an array of one. > >But now the gulag faces a challenge from people who know the fear >firsthand. > >t's 1978. Just out of college, I'm working for a local disability rights >organization. I'm riding, and also in my small way powering, a new wave, a >shift from care and protection to rights and equality for people with >disabilities. Part of my job is to give technical assistance on the new >Section 504 regulations, which ban disability discrimination where the >federal >dollar goes. This gig has me squirmy. I'm consulting with Coastal Center, a >state institution housing people with developmental disabilities -- >primarily >cognitive impairments and some severe physical disabilities -- about 20 >miles >from my home in Charleston, S.C. > >My paycheck won't support a lift-equipped van, so I go by car. I am >transferred to my portable wheelchair and rolled into a room full of >functionaries. How to establish an authoritative presence? I'm young and >small >and disabled and female. I seem to get away with the female part, but the >rest >is tough. > >Still, once I get going I start to think I can talk circles around the very >best functionaries. In no time, it's almost noon. We're breaking up. > >The moment has come. ''I have some old school friends in Cottage D-4,'' I >say. >''Could I possibly have lunch with them?'' > >There's some surprised hemming and hawing, but, yes, certainly, if I like. >An >administrative assistant is tasked to push me there. > >The ''cottage'' is a big rectangle in cement blocks and brick veneer. One >side >houses boys -- adult ''boys'' -- and the other is for ''girls.'' > >My pusher leaves me in the central day room, parked against a wall. It >seems >both chaotic and lifeless. High on a wall, a TV blares, watched by no one. >Ambulatory residents move across the floor with no apparent purpose. Along >the >walls, wheelchair people are lined up, obviously stuck where they're placed >-- >where we're placed, I should say, because I, too, am parked against a wall, >unable to move -- like knickknacks on a shelf. > >Six of these knickknacks are my old friends. Their eyes are happy to see >me. >Their bodies are beyond happy: wild, out of control. Cerebral palsy does >that. >I make myself grin. > >My pal Thomas is a cool customer. He looks straight at me, then cuts a >rueful >look at the others spazzing out. I can't hear his soft voice over all the >racket, but I know he's offering formal words of welcome. > >Then we're moved en masse. Plates are put in front of us, with measured >food >in bite-size pieces. I'd like butter and salt, water instead of milk, but >this >isn't a restaurant. Thomas is parked beside me, and we chat about old times >at >our special crip school. We talk politics, as we did as kids. > >Some staff members sit and feed residents. Others come and go. They talk >loudly to one another, and we tune them out. Then a woman's voice >penetrates >my skull, reaches my brain. ''Is this the new girl from Whitten Center?'' > >I'm aware that the state's oldest institution is trying to reduce crowding. >I >look around for the new girl from Whitten Center. > >She asks again, ''Is this the new girl from Whitten Center?'' > >I realize that she means me. > >I know it's irrational, but I want to scream. I can't, because they don't >like >screaming here, and in this panic I don't know what to do if I can't >scream. > >My friends, amused, grimace and writhe. Please don't start laughing, I want >to >say. Don't go all spazzy! > >''Is this the new girl from Whitten Center?'' > >Thomas answers. ''She's our friend. She's from outside.'' He has come to my >defense! > >The loudmouthed staff members don't hear. ''Who is this girl?'' > >''She's from outside.'' > >''Did you say from outside?'' > >Thomas coughs. ''Look at her hair.'' > >The aide studies the shiny braid that falls to my knees. She remarks on my >pretty dress and my real gold bangle bracelet. Obviously from outside. >Speaking to me now, she asks simple questions. I manage to explain how I >know >these people, where I live, what I do. The staff members are amazed that >someone with such high care needs went to college, has a job, lives >outside. >All agree that I'm high-functioning, mentally. > >Time to go home, but first I have to use the bathroom. Why did I sip that >coffee in the conference room? Oh, well. At least this place has beds and >bedpans and aides who handle them regularly. I ask for help. > >Aides scurry about to improvise a screen. ''I'm sorry there's no privacy; >we're just not set up for visitors to use bedpans.'' > >What about residents? Is privacy only for visitors with gold bracelets? > >I can't ask; I'm begging a favor. In front of my friends, I can't demand >special treatment. If they routinely show their nakedness and what falls >into >their bedpans, then I will, too. Despite my degree and job and long hair, >I'm >still one of them. I'm a crip. A bedpan crip. And for a bedpan crip in this >place, private urination is not something we have a right to expect. I say >it's O.K. > >It's a two-person job the way they do it. My way is quicker and easier, but >they get their instructions from their bosses, not from the people they >help. >They try to hide me with sheets. > >That evening, I tell my family the funny story about how I was mistaken for >the new girl from Whitten Center and how Thomas and my long hair saved me >from >life in prison. I don't tell them it wasn't funny when it happened. I don't >tell how the fear felt. > > >It comes from a different experience, but I'm convinced that my fear is the >same fear Grandmother knew. Because of a neuromuscular disease, I have >never >walked, dressed, bathed or done much of anything on my own. Therefore, I am >categorized as needing special treatment and care. > >To Grandmother, that meant extra concern, special pleasure when things went >well, tangible help at times. Most summers, she kept me at her house for a >week or so with my cousin Mary Neil. The widow of a prosperous small-town >pharmacy owner, Grandmother let us roam the town with whichever teenager >she >had hired to help. Anyone could do the job, because I explained everything >step by step; Mary Neil learned the drill, too. Free of hands-on duties, >Grandmother entertained herself and us with her inexhaustible store of >memorized poetry, quoted inappropriately. Squeezing into an old-fashioned >girdle, she would say, ''What strange Providence hath shaped our ends?'' or >''Oh, that this too too solid flesh would melt.'' Coping with my special >needs >wasn't all that onerous. > >To the larger world, my needs had serious implications. I couldn't go to >school or to camp with my brothers and sister. I was exiled to ''special'' >places. As my peer group entered adolescence, the gulag swallowed about >half >of my classmates. Four went in 1969. They ''graduated'' into an institution >after a ceremony with caps and gowns and tears. Others, including Thomas, >just >didn't come back after summer vacation. My friends' parents, asking the >state >for help, were persuaded to place them where they would get the specialized >care they supposedly needed. > >In fact, until they disappeared, my friends got their care from people with >no >formal training. The main difference between them and me was economic. My >family could afford hired help. Thus insulated, they didn't go to the >state, >and the state didn't tell them it puts people like me away. > >I knew my family wasn't like F.D.R.'s or Helen Keller's; they didn't have >the >means to set me up for life. I was more like one of my girlfriends, who had >lived with nice parents in a nice house with a nice hired lady to take her >to >the park to meet me and my lady -- until something went wrong and she >disappeared into Coastal Center. Whenever my parents scrambled to pay for >something unexpected, a part of me saw my freedom hanging in the balance. I >learned early that privilege doesn't always last. > >The nondisabled world sees powerlessness as the natural product of >dependence >and dependence as the natural product of our needs. However, for >nondisabled >people, needs are met routinely without restricting your freedom. In the >gulag, you have no power. The gulag swallows your money, separates you from >your friends, makes you fearful, robs you of your capacity to say -- or >even >know -- what you want. > >The day I visited Coastal Center, I was beginning an interesting career and >should have felt that the world was all before me. Instead, worries nagged >me. >What if there isn't enough money? What if family can't take care of me? > >Back then, my best hope was to die young. My disability would progress >until I >needed a ventilator. Then, near the end of my life, I figured, I'd slide >into >my slot in the gulag. > >ll it takes to teach me how wrong I have been is about 45 seconds in the >company of a man named Ed Roberts. It's 1979. He's speaking in Arlington, >Va. > >In the small world of disability rights, he is a star with a famous story. >He >is paralyzed from the neck down as a result of childhood polio. In his >youth, >he was denied services by California's Department of Rehabilitation for >being >too disabled to work. A decade and a half later, he became head of the >department. In between, he fought his way into the University of California >at >Berkeley and, with other severely disabled activists, helped set in motion >the >disability rights movement, which is now challenging the gulag's right to >exist. It is pushing for a shift away from public financing for >institutionalization and to public financing for personal assistance, >controlled by us. The government should pay for the help we need, and it >should not force us to give up our freedom as the quid pro quo. > >Never was a big star more frail. Physically, his power chair overwhelms >him. >And there's more. He gets each breath from a machine; his speech follows >the >rhythms of the ventilator whoosh. With each whoosh, he is changing my >worldview. > >It's not what he has done. Not what he is saying. Not who he is. It's his >presence. Whoosh. His bad-boy delight in truth-telling. Whoosh. His hellcat >gusto for proving the world wrong. Whoosh. > >He is decrepit and tough and amazingly funny. He is a big state agency head >unlike any the world has ever seen. > >In less than a minute, Ed shows me that I have been wrong about people with >vents, just as the nondisabled world has been wrong about me. Whoosh. > >A life like his can turn a life like mine upside down. Whoosh. And lives >like >ours can turn the world upside down -- or maybe set it right side up. >Whoosh. > >t's 1984. I'm living in Columbia, S.C., 100 miles from my family, taking >advantage of new possibilities. Until the Section 504 regulations, >disability >discrimination by universities was routine and unapologetic. Now, at the >University of South Carolina law school, I am one of six wheelchair users. >Five of us use power chairs; without someone's help, we can't get out of >bed. >As schoolmates strut in power suits, we whir around with book bags hanging >from our push handles and make bottlenecks at the elevators. I think of us >as >a counterculture that challenges the get-ahead Me Decade. Most people, when >they think about us, operate under the delusion that we're inspirations. > >Between classes, I catch up with Dave, a classmate who is quadriplegic as a >result of spinal cord injury. There's a good movie at the student union >tonight. Let's go. O.K., and a burger before. Fine. A plan. > >Nearly. First we repair to adjoining pay phones to reschedule our >afternoons. >Each of us grabs a passing student to dial. Busy signal. Try this number. >No >answer. Try that first number again. Hey, can you do 4 instead of 5? Then >another call. No answer. Try this one. > >My student dialer has to run. Another takes his place. > >Hey, I'm going out. Can we do 10 instead of 9? Do you know where so-and-so >is? >Hi. Can you unpack my books at 3? > >Between us, it takes about a dozen calls. > >''Dave,'' I say, ''this is some crazy way to live, ain't it?'' > >He gives his diffident C-student shrug. ''Yeah. When I was injured, I >didn't >want to live this way. They said I'd adjust, but I wanted to die. Well, you >know, the guy I was then, he got what he wanted. He died. I'm a different >guy >now.'' > >It's a complicated life, to schedule in advance each bathroom trip, each >bath, >each bedtime, each laying out of our food and big law books, each getting >in >and out of our chairs. But it can be done. We're doing it. We can do what >we >want. No need to get anyone's permission. No need to have it documented in >any >nursing plan or logged onto any chart. No one can tell us no. > >We can meet for a burger and a movie if we want. > > >Every so often, there are efforts to try something different for young >disabled people. When Dave and I were in law school, the university got one >dormitory licensed as a care facility. Medically, I qualified for placement >there, and the promise of around-the-clock aides sounded appealing when I >had >never lived away from home. Financially, I was too rich for Medicaid and >way >too poor for the self-pay rate. Dave had Medicaid, but his life had already >taught him the value of freedom. The students in the on-campus nursing home >helped me learn the same lesson. Even with a good staff and decent >conditions, >they were robbed of basic choices. The staff members were controlled by the >facility, not by the students who lived there. > >I relied mainly on resources available to any student. Because of Section >504, >I had access to student housing, transportation and cafeteria service. A >small >grant from a disability agency, a student loan, work study, summer earnings >and a Strom Thurmond Scholarship, of all things, covered the usual costs of >law school, plus three and a half hours of help per day from student >workers I >selected. Sometimes I kicked in a bit extra on the rent to get an >especially >helpful roommate. It's true that I depended on the kindness of strangers >and >friends and sometimes wondered how I would hold it together. But always >there >was some lucky break. > >Sometimes the break was a check from Grandmother with a note, ''Be prepared >a >strict account to give.'' Or, ''Squander in riotous living.'' Either way, >she >showed that she still rejoiced in my success and also worried about me. > >By this time, she also worried about her own place on the edge of the >gulag. >As age brought disabilities, she got my cousin Mary Neil to move in. >Grandmother had enough money to see her through, but not if it had to >purchase >lots of long-term care. The state's only solution was to make her poor and >then foot the big bill for lockup in a nursing home. > >The nursing home is the gulag's face for people like Dave, me and >Grandmother. >That is where the imperatives of Medicaid financing drive us, sometimes >facilitated by hospital discharge planners, ''continuum of care'' contracts >or >social-service workers whose job is to ''protect vulnerable adults.'' >Pushed >by other financing mechanisms, people with cognitive disabilities land in >''state schools,'' and the psychiatrically uncured and chronic are >Ping-Ponged >in and out of hospitals or mired in board-and-care homes. For all these >groups, the disability rights critique identified a common structure that >needlessly steals away liberty as the price of care. > >In 1984, the general thinking couldn't go beyond nicer, smaller, ''homier'' >institutions. With my experience as a high-maintenance, low-budget crip >surviving outside the gulag, I offered myself in local meetings, hearings >and >informal discussions as an independent living poster girl. I explained that >certain states, like New York, Massachusetts, Colorado and California, >offer >in-home services. > >But, people said, South Carolina is a conservative state. > >I talked up the need for comprehensive civil rights legislation. Extend >Section 504's principles to all levels of government and the private >sector. > >It'll never happen, people said. The civil rights era has passed. > >We got civil rights legislation -- the Americans With Disabilities Act -- >in >1990. It's a fluke, people said. It won't be enforced. > >In 1995, the United States Court of Appeals for the Third Circuit ruled >that >the A.D.A. bans segregation. Needless isolation of people with disabilities >in >institutions is segregation. That's a liberal circuit, people said. The >Supreme Court will reverse. > >In 1999, the Supreme Court, in Olmstead v. L.C., affirmed that needless >institutional confinement violates the A.D.A. Fine, but it's just words on >paper, people said. The financing still drives us into institutions. > >That's very true. But the movement has been treating Olmstead rights as if >they're real, using the court's legitimacy to demand a wide variety of >programs, like in-home care, on-call and backup help, phone monitoring, >noninstitutional housing options, independent-living-skills training and >assistive technology. We're also going after red tape, legal restrictions >and >the mind-set that says that if you need help, you need professional >supervision. > >t's the spring of 2002. I'm testifying before a subcommittee of the South >Carolina State Senate. Beside me is my friend Kermit. > >Kermit calls me his big sister in disability. In fact, he's downright >massive >and a generation older than I am, but I'm his senior because he became a >quad >two years after I was born into disability. > >The black battery box on his chair sports two stickers. The shocking pink >one >is from Mouth, a radical disability magazine. It says, ''Too sexy for a >nursing home.'' ''It's true, you know,'' Kermit often explains. ''I did >seven >years inside. In so long, I felt weird when someone took me out, like I >didn't >belong. But I was too sexy to stay. I took up with one of the aides and >married my way to freedom.'' That marriage ended years ago, and Kermit no >longer has family help, but he will never go back. His other sticker, plain >white, says, ''Yes 977.'' He had them printed today. They're about the bill >we're here for. > >Senate Bill 977 would amend state law to exclude ''self-directed attendant >services'' from the legal definition of nursing. Current law presumes that >all >hands-on physical care, for pay, is the practice of nursing and must be >provided by or supervised by licensed personnel. The nursing profession has >jurisdiction over our bodies and decides when to delegate authority. Those >who >handle us are supposed to get their instructions from a written nursing >plan, >not from us. > >The law hasn't been enforced against self-pay crips like Kermit and me, but >federal law requires Medicaid and Medicare to abide by the state nursing >law. >That means that their beneficiaries must accept whatever comes from a >licensed >agency. Agencies typically can't cover Christmas morning, late nights out >or >many bathroom trips spread out over the day. Because the easiest place to >get >nursing is in a nursing facility, this law becomes another path into the >gulag. > >Kermit and I know what works. Through informal networks, we find people to >do >what we need. Because we are the ones doing the delegating, we are free. >Kermit used his freedom for a civil service career; today he uses $20,000 >per >year of his retirement savings to pay for that freedom, about half of South >Carolina's Medicaid nursing home rate. With family backup, I get by with >the >irregular income of a solo law practice, stashing money in good years to >cover >bad ones. Our bill would legalize the way we live. It would also remove a >legal barrier so that we can agitate for South Carolina Medicaid to finance >self-directed services and make real choices possible. > >The subcommittee is bothered about safety. The administrator for the Board >of >Nursing argues that complications like pressure sores and infections can be >fatal. Nursing supervision is needed, she says, to recognize the danger >signs. > >I wish Kermit were testifying. He has been self-directing very complicated >stuff, and he endures, more than 40 years after his accident. He also has a >great physical persona. His stillness communicates rock-solid strength. His >whiteness -- a result of avoiding Columbia's killing sun -- is not so much >pale as gleaming. But he doesn't like public speaking. He is happiest >finding >people in nursing homes with dreams of freedom, helping them make the >break. >It's underground railroad work, and I'm ashamed to say it's not for me. I >still panic when I go into those places. Let me talk to the functionaries. > >So I explain our reality to the senators. We learn to recognize our danger >signs. We care about our own safety. We can decide when to consult a >professional, as nondisabled people do. > >And, incidentally -- bad things have been known to happen even when a >nursing >plan is in place. > >Inevitably, the senators look for a middle ground. What if we allow >self-direction for ''routine'' procedures like bathing and dressing, but >retain nursing control over ''nonroutine'' procedures like vent care and >catheters? > >Kermit's craggy face falls. They're talking about fixing the law for me, >but >not for him -- or for Ed Roberts, who lived on a ventilator, or future me. > >I have been advised to sidestep the gory stuff, but here we go. ''Senator, >if >you need a urinary catheter inserted every time you need to go, say three >to >six times per day, that becomes a routine procedure -- for you.'' > >I sit so low, I can see, under their table, all of the senators crossing >their >legs. I have their attention. > >They question me about procedures involving tubes, needles, rubber-gloved >fingers, orifices natural and man-made. I won't flinch. Never mind that >Grandmother would consider all of this indelicate. ''We know how to do >them. >And all these procedures are commonly done by unpaid family members. That's >entirely legal, and the nurses don't mind. The nursing law isn't about >safety >and professional qualifications. It's about who can get paid.'' > >One senator is a fundamentalist-Christian Republican, the kind who says >that >the anti-sodomy laws should be strengthened and enforced. ''Ms. Johnson, >you've explained why this bill won't put people at greater risk, but I >don't >understand why you care enough to travel from Charleston to push for it. > >''Two reasons, Senator. One is, changing the law will free up resources to >meet needs that aren't being met now. With this change, we can push >third-party payers like Medicaid to fund more options, make the money go >further. Home care in the aggregate costs less than locking people up. > >''The other is simpler. I want the legal right to say who comes in my >bedroom >and who sees me naked -- same as you do, Senator!'' > >Redness rises from the senator's tie and washes up his face. Once we have >him >blushing, the others fall in line. The favorable vote is unanimous. > >We roll outside. My teal minivan is parked near Kermit's ''Freedom Van'' -- >a >white vehicle with controls he can operate with his limp fingers in metal >splints. > >Kermit stops. ''You done good, girlie.'' > >No one but Kermit gets to call me girlie. I sometimes call him Mount >Rushmore. > > >Our bill became law on July 1, 2002, in time for Independence Day. Self-pay >people won the right to control our bodies, but getting public financiers >to >allow the same flexibility is a continuing struggle. > >Ultimately, saving ourselves from the gulag will take more than >redefinition. >It also takes money for in-home services. But in a sense, we're spending >the >money now -- $20,000 to $100,000 per person per year, depending on the >state >-- for institutional lockup, the most expensive and least efficient service >alternative. > >For decades, our movement has been pushing federal legislation, currently >known as MiCassa, the Medicaid Community Assistance Services and Supports >Act, >to correct the institutional bias in public financing, especially Medicaid, >the gulag's big engine. We ask, Why does Medicaid law require every state >to >finance the gulag but make in-home services optional? Why must states ask >Washington for a special ''waiver'' for comprehensive in-home services? Why >not make lockup the exception? ''Our homes, not nursing homes.'' It's a >powerful rallying cry within the movement. In the larger world, it's mostly >unheard, poorly understood. We are still conceptualized as bundles of needs >occupying institutional beds, a drain upon society. > >We know better. Integrated into communities, we ride the city bus or our >own >cars instead of medical transportation. We enjoy friends instead of >recreational therapy. We get our food from supermarkets instead of >dietitians. >We go to work instead of to day programs. Our needs become less ''special'' >and more like the ordinary needs that are routinely met in society. In >freedom, we can do our bit to meet the needs of others. We might prove too >valuable to be put away. > >hile the movement has been collectively trying to change the world, >individuals continue to live and die. > >My law-school friend Dave fell into the gulag in the end. A series of >events >-- a career setback, some acute medical problems, perhaps creeping >disappointment -- made him sign into a nursing home. He vanished without >telling his friends he was going and died within the year. My little >brother >Kermit remains free and is using his freedom well. > >Ed Roberts died in 1995, free, keyed up about digital organizing among >other >things. For one, he was planning to get back to Hawaii to swim with whales: >a >shark sighting had thwarted his previous attempt. He did manage to float >with >dolphins in Florida. His respirator fell into the ocean, but he always >traveled with two. > >Most of my friends from Coastal Center are now placed in small group homes. >Although they have bedrooms with doors they can close, they work in >''special'' programs, and they still can't select their own assistants or >decide where they live or with whom. After more than 30 years in the >system, >they probably can't imagine living any other way, but in a way they never >had >a choice. ''Placed'' remains the operative word. > >Thomas lives in his own apartment and works as a courier in a hospital. >Through a waiver program, South Carolina Medicaid pays an agency to get him >in >and out of bed each day. To cover frequent no-shows, he paid an on-call >aide >out of pocket for a while, but he couldn't afford to continue. He would >like >to use Medicaid funds to pay his own people, but state rules haven't yet >been >changed to allow that. He has taken advantage of programs that have slowly >evolved and says he hopes to stay free long enough to have genuine control >of >his life. > >Grandmother died in 1985 and avoided the gulag, thanks to Mary Neil. She >inherited the house and lives with her family in the rural community where >our >family would otherwise be extinct. > >When Grandmother died, I thought she might leave me some money -- for >riotous >living or a strict account to give. She didn't, but I wasn't disappointed. >She >left me the silver spoons that belonged to her mother. Sometimes I wonder >if >my great-grandmother missed her spoons when she was locked up. More often I >wonder how Grandmother felt when she held her lost mother's spoons and >turned >them over in her mouth and let her tongue mold itself to their shape. > >I use those spoons daily. Their flat handles are easy to grasp. Their deep >bowls hold as much yogurt as I can swallow. For me, that smooth silver >represents the treasure of living free. Riding in the van I bought, in a >hand-me-down power chair I got from Kermit, I hold my freedom precious. I >can >no longer braid my own hair, but I remain free to keep it long, and I do. >My >gold bracelet was mangled in a fall a while back, but I still wear it for >good >luck. I still need all the luck I can get. > >I have prospered and know a world I once could not imagine. I sometimes >dare >to dream that the gulag will be gone in a generation or two. But meanwhile, >the lost languish in the gulag. Those who die there are replaced by new >arrivals. Powerful interests, both capital and labor, profit from our >confinement and fight to keep things as they are. At this writing, MiCassa >is >stalled in committee. Again. Institutional financing remains >nondiscretionary >under Medicaid. > >It is still possible -- indeed, probable -- that before I die I will become >separated from my silver spoons and my gold bracelet and I'll have to get >my >hair cut for the convenience of the people who staff whatever facility I am >placed in. > >Even now, I live on the edge of the disability gulag. > >Hariett McBryde Johnson last wrote for the magazine about her exchanges >with >Peter Singer. > _________________________________________________________________ The new MSN 8: smart spam protection and 2 months FREE* http://join.msn.com/?page=features/junkmail http://join.msn.com/?page=dept/bcomm&pgmarket=en-ca&RU=http%3a%2f%2fjoin.msn.com%2f%3fpage%3dmisc%2fspecialoffers%26pgmarket%3den-ca ________________End of message______________________ Archives and tools for the Disability-Research Discussion List are now located at: www.jiscmail.ac.uk/lists/disability-research.html You can JOIN or LEAVE the list from this web page.