> three six nine salt she called out no pepper the goose drank
> wine then paprika when the monkey chewed tobaccy and we both
> went down on the streetcar line a rope burn for me jesusgod
> my ankle and her on account of five six seven the hole in her
> heart she was born with they said never get to heaven that's
> why she's so blue you want to do her breathing for her no wonder
> no jumproping allowed why just tap her with a spoon my mother
> said she'd crack like an egg anita would what a stupid name for
> a new hampshire girl a stupid florida name my mother told me if
> I was goody we'd all go together the teacher said as a body to
> the funeral the whole fourth grade as a body to see a body that
> she would buy me a rubber dolly the boys said and laughed like
> they liked the idea my sister told her I kissed a soldier salt
> pepper she called out now she won't buy me then paprika that
> rubber dolly just when it was my turn it was too fast for her
> ripped that hole in her heart wide open they said quick run get
> her mother and my ankle was burning fit to bust but did I cry for
> my mother no I did not but jesusgod she wasn't even blue by then
> right beside me on the sidewalk her mother came running and crying
> scooped her up like a babydoll kissed and kissed her right there
> on the sidewalk her mother told me if I'd been friendly and that's
> when I cried too oh shut up will you my sister said never mind my
> mother told me it's just her grief talking salt pepper then she had
> to go and call out paprika that stupid blue florida girl just when
> my turn in the middle the monkey both the ropes going up and over
> faster than salt than pepper chewed tobaccy down the paprika she
> yelled out the streetcar line
>
>
I have nothing to say believe me nothing to add to the world's routine and
yet for the sake of the one who calls herself Candid I will try to conceive
a baby with five fingers for each little hand a perfect poppie back from the
slug's mire a thought my double wearing an unfamiliar mask I am not
disappointed by this request I will do it to overcome my stress but do not
expect anything worth recording since all my days and all my nights are
nothing but a strive to sink into an inner song and be distracted from the
thought that I am condemned yes I am condemned to bear my limits and be in
flesh and bones a woman carrying her body around so that when on my tracks I
always bump into a curious block a young man with longish hair smooth skin a
doll so perfect in his white projects what point I am not going to talk of
this I will just let you know how he looks like so far the guy has one
leather jacket and one pair of shoes legs of a gru no good nobody would
guess he is also man of science matter of fact his house of mature
mellowness is all superfluous with traces of previous visitors a lover a
despot an art designer but listen when you look for a direction through the
body of an opponent Mio Dio this is not going to work and all I can do is to
pay a price for my few goods so that satisfaction may come through sweet
eyes sharp mouths and add a micro pleasure to an acute desire he thinks it's
a sad when you learn that nobody is going to care about what you do and
whether early or late when you go home and find nobody you wish a lady's
charity to sooth your sorrow of course a comedy I serve my office I say I do
my service I am not a nun whose irregularities would pervert an entire
convent you know better than me not all is Candid see what comes next my
friend you who arranged for us to write under the imperative of flesh and
its barometers lady of my soul my dearest adorn your brain and be impassable
when you will listen to this man's coarse language, possibly a gift granted
every two months about the same amount.
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